Goodbye.

*This blog was originally from my spaces.live dated March 18. Edit for some spelling error*


Have you ever thought what's your life going to end up in the future?

Honestly, I would simply answer myself "No, I can't". You guys would probably give the same answer, no doubt about it.
Unless you're not that kind of average human being, I wonder if that would makes your life easier or worse.

Friends, do you guys have any?
A simple question with many answers.
Most of you, social type of people would say "Yes, I do".
Unlike me, I don't make friends that much.

Sometimes I thought about my schoolmates.
Where are they now?
Are they still studying? Or working?
So far I only thought about what they do, the word Death itself never cross inside my mind.
I wish they would have a good life, but too bad sometimes thing won't be like what you expect it should be.

Vincent Lee,
I wonder how we started knew each other.
Was it when we were in Form One?
Being in the same class, you taught me so many things.
You helped me the most when I need to improve with my English's skill.
You taught me about grammar, all those past tense.
During the recess time, we both talked about Utopia with the other friends.
And during PE Lesson, I could only watch you struggling to play with the others.
When the final bell rang, we sat outside the school's entrance waiting for our parents.
And we both waved ourselves goodbye...



How long has it been now?
Has it been already 10 years?
And when I heard the news that you already gone, I was startled.
To think that you would die at this young age, I just could not believe with what I heard.
Yes, I knew about the pain you had been suffering for years.
But how I wish you would get better in the future.

I'm really sorry,
Sorry that I was not there.
Sorry that I could not make it to your funeral.
I'm sorry that there was nothing I could do.

And for what had happened, it taught me that things won't last forever.
When the time comes, you have to give it back to it's rightful owner.


Dear Vincent,
Thank you for all those memories.
May your soul rest in peace my beloved friend.
Goodbye...