And here I am at my workplace. To be honest, I really enjoy this shift compare to the morning shift that I do every Friday- less customers, which means less kids as well. But there will be some kids playing here somewhere around 8pm until 10pm, heck I don't care. As long it won't be crowded like Friday, it's fine with me.
Hari Raya Aidifiltri is just around the corner. Last year, that was the time when my heart started to bleed. I'm going to be completely honest, it's still heavily bleeding.
Dude, enough. No more. Make it stop!
Yeah right, easy said than done. I know it's stupid to cling with your past up until now but the truth is, this is what I am. I'm just... fragile. I wish I know how to make it stop. Talk about how, I found this article which was written by a girl.
Mending A Broken Heart.
I know this is a much off topic, but I decided to share this to everyone, especially those that can't seem to move on. I've been trying to do these myself, and its pretty much helping me a lot.
So here's the scenario, you gave your HEART to this certain someone. You loved him/her with all your heart. It seems like a never ending happiness for you. Your world revolved around him/her. It's like a fairy tale come true for you. But then it happened..
Suddenly, misunderstanding surfaced. The fairy tale you once thought is slowly becoming your worst nightmare. Your heart twisted as you hear those few hurting words. You sat down speechless while you hear those words from him/her. "I don't love you anymore.."
But don't be sad. I know, you must be really devastated (I'm also speaking this from my personal experience) but your world must not stop revolving around that heart ache. There are a lot of ways to heal a broken heart (though I'm not saying that it's gonna work perfectly..). I'll share with you some tips I learned while mending a broken heart.
1. Don't think about whose fault it was
At one time or another, everyone makes mistakes. Don't worry about it. Sometimes thinking more about whose fault it is only increases your grief or even anger.
2. Put away the memories
If you still have those rings, teddy bears or any gift from him, put it away. Place it in a box and put it in a place where you can rarely see it. The more you see those things, the more you will still remember the pain.
3. Practice being honest with yourself everyday
Let's start the day by asking yourself questions like "Am I still in pain?". If you think that it still hurts, then accept it. Never fool yourself saying that you are now OK.
4. Speak to people
Speak more with your friends. They will always be there for you, so never take them for granted. You can also try out online forums. Sometimes, talking to or knowing that thousands are just like you that undergoes the same pain helps a lot.
5. Go dating
Start dating people and go out. Who knows someone out there can completely heal your pain.
6. Let the time heal
As the cliche goes, time heals all. It may take a month, a year, a decade... but surely time will heal your pain away.
7. Don't forget to smile
This is the most important thing that you must do. Never, ever forget to smile. Smiling makes you feel better and if you gather a few good, close friends and have a laugh together, you'll remember how good life was without him/her and that you're really OK.
So now, you can already move on and smile. Pain what makes us human. It's only a matter of how you can heal it and how fast you can move on.
Credit: toothfairy
I know this is a much off topic, but I decided to share this to everyone, especially those that can't seem to move on. I've been trying to do these myself, and its pretty much helping me a lot.
So here's the scenario, you gave your HEART to this certain someone. You loved him/her with all your heart. It seems like a never ending happiness for you. Your world revolved around him/her. It's like a fairy tale come true for you. But then it happened..
Suddenly, misunderstanding surfaced. The fairy tale you once thought is slowly becoming your worst nightmare. Your heart twisted as you hear those few hurting words. You sat down speechless while you hear those words from him/her. "I don't love you anymore.."
But don't be sad. I know, you must be really devastated (I'm also speaking this from my personal experience) but your world must not stop revolving around that heart ache. There are a lot of ways to heal a broken heart (though I'm not saying that it's gonna work perfectly..). I'll share with you some tips I learned while mending a broken heart.
1. Don't think about whose fault it was
At one time or another, everyone makes mistakes. Don't worry about it. Sometimes thinking more about whose fault it is only increases your grief or even anger.
2. Put away the memories
If you still have those rings, teddy bears or any gift from him, put it away. Place it in a box and put it in a place where you can rarely see it. The more you see those things, the more you will still remember the pain.
3. Practice being honest with yourself everyday
Let's start the day by asking yourself questions like "Am I still in pain?". If you think that it still hurts, then accept it. Never fool yourself saying that you are now OK.
4. Speak to people
Speak more with your friends. They will always be there for you, so never take them for granted. You can also try out online forums. Sometimes, talking to or knowing that thousands are just like you that undergoes the same pain helps a lot.
5. Go dating
Start dating people and go out. Who knows someone out there can completely heal your pain.
6. Let the time heal
As the cliche goes, time heals all. It may take a month, a year, a decade... but surely time will heal your pain away.
7. Don't forget to smile
This is the most important thing that you must do. Never, ever forget to smile. Smiling makes you feel better and if you gather a few good, close friends and have a laugh together, you'll remember how good life was without him/her and that you're really OK.
So now, you can already move on and smile. Pain what makes us human. It's only a matter of how you can heal it and how fast you can move on.
Credit: toothfairy
And there was a reply from a reader;
The love of my life told me once (If great things were easy everyone would do them) and I believe in it, not everyone is able to step out of a situation easily or move on..Love takes time to heal ....and true love will never heal- flowerKitten
I must admit, flowerKitten do have a point there. Just like she said, true love will never heal. So it's definitely not easy for me to make it stop.
Sometimes I wonder, what makes people to post their blog? My friend, ShadowAngel once said to me that blogging is like a freedom of speech. When it comes to the word "freedom" there, the blog itself could be about anything. And there are variety of ways how to make your blog more interesting. As for me, I like to make it plain yet simple. To make things easier, blogger should be creative about their blog. How about copying, duplicating then? Take this 2 bloggers as example:
This was the entry by its original author; Fauzi Rasull:
Instead of simply taking Wendy Cheng's less than credible word for it, why don't you judge for yourself what kind of person I am by reading my blog? Not that I want your hits. I'm just tired of seeing my name pop up left and right with unfounded rumors and accusations, like that moron that said they saw me at Bugis at a Burger King. I fucking hate Burger King and I've only been to Bugis 3 times in the last year, and I guarantee the last time was more than 3 months ago. And before you ask, I moved my blog and redid a lot of posts. Not because I'm ashamed of what I wrote, but because I wanted to remove photos and references that might cause me to have morons on my front doorstep, or causing problems for the people I live with or my friends. That's worth more to me than my old URL. If you don't like me, then fuck you. You don't have to like me. Just get your facts straight..
And this is the copycat guy; Uri Adam who copied Fauzi's post:
Instead of simply taking Wendy Cheng's less than credible word for it, why don't you judge for yourself what kind of person I am by reading my blog? Not that I want your hits. I'm just tired of seeing my name pop up left and right with unfounded rumors and accusations, like that moron that said they saw me at "KAMPUNG AIR". I fucking hate "KAMPUNG AIR" and I've only been there 3 times in the last year, and I guarantee the last time was more than 3 months ago. And before you ask, Not because I'm ashamed of what I wrote, but because I wanted to remove photos and references that might cause me to have morons on my front doorstep, or causing problems for the people I live with or my friends. That's worth more to me than my old URL. If you don't like me, then fuck you. You don't have to like me. Just get your facts straight..
According to Fauzi, this guy copied seven of his blog. What the hell man?
Defend of the Ancient; DotA for short- That's the only game I'm playing at the cyber now. I used to play CabalSEA, but there were too much bots, money sellers, stupid cash shop that only know how to eat your money(trust me on this one) and worst... hackers. I really miss the time when I played Cabal from Game&Game(this was actually the 1st Cabal that I played before I ended up playing CabalSEA), although it was only beta during those time but I really had a great time there. The players were nice and friendly, unlike those from CabalSEA which keep calling you a NUB for nothing. OK put that Cabal thingy aside and lets move to the original topic; DotA.Those who absolutely clueless about whatever this DotA thing is, it's actually a mod map for Warcraft III. You have two sides; Sentinel and Scourge- 5 players for each side. If you're a Sentinel, then all you have to do is kill any Scourge player you see on the map and try to crush their base. Get any clear picture now? Anyway, I have 4 friends which I usually play together. I'll name them as A,M,N, and O. I always describe them as good players, while I'm always being the opposite one. I'm not that exactly good, average maybe. Well here's the story- couple of days ago we played a match and a friend of mine, Z was replacing for A since we could not contact him through the MSN. In the end, we lost the match. But before the game end, N said "We lost because we don't have a tanker" and M misunderstood what he said because he was using Chaos Knight. N was actually referring it to the Sand King, which was used by Z. Pissed off, M straightly sent me a message at the MSN and blindly cursed N without realizing that N was sitting next to me. He saw the content and replied back to M, cursing as well. There was nothing else I could do, so I went outside for a quick smoke- hoping that things would be OK once I got in, turned out that I was wrong. They both had stop talking to each other until now. I'm trying to blame myself, for not telling M the truth. I was actually sitting in the middle of N and Z. It was just a game, why do we have to argue with each other. It doesn't matter if we win or lose, friendship is all that matter.
I saw an article from the newspaper and it was something about blocking pornography from the Internet. Actually I just noticed the title, didn't read the whole article though. Should we just blame the Internet only? In this era of technology, do you happen to know a gadget which is called... cellphone? From what I see nowadays, even small kids have one and I was like... "Wow I only got one when I was 18 but take a look at this spoiled brat!". Well what you basically need from this tiny little gadget are; bluetooth, MMS and perhaps Wi-Fi function. Once you have those, start turning on your bluetooth and wait for your friend to send you some nice-to-watch 3gp. Once you're done exclaiming over the video, you will start asking your friend where did he/she got it and that person would surely say "I asked my friend bluetooth it to me". You will get the same answer if you ask his/her friend about the video. So who is this person who starts spreading the video out? The same thing goes for MMS. Nobody knows, but what I do know is the Internet isn't the only media we should blame when it comes to pornography issue. It could be a MP4 player, an Ipod, a PSP, a DVD that people easily get fooled with from its cover... anything. Its the people itself who misuse them.
All right, enough craps I'm off back to work.
p/s: Ben, where the hell have you been? We should go out for a drink like usual man =)
